yeah yeah, i have been slacking a little bit on this site but who cares? alot has happend it the past week. i'm moving to tampa on the 5th of next month =] about time i finally get to leave hell hole brandon. probation sucks, i have to do 5 hours tomarrow at a recreation center full of little kids. for those who didn't know, i got sucker punched with brass knuckles last wed in the side of my eye. i don't know the kid who did it but i beat the fuck out of him. eye is doing much better just a little purple now. last nite was crazy, i went to ybor, went to hedo amphitheater and skye, then somehow made it to Qzar where there was MAD people. i never knew Qzar was popping on a sunday nite at 3:45 am. stayed over at joshes cause i left my car in brandon cause so much drama happend last nite. momma dukkes came and got me and took me to my car. oh, last 2 days was cool hanging out with you christina if you read this..im a dick to you because you broke my heart. its just so i won't get attatched to you. but yea, thats all for this post, enjoy my SEX E pics lol =]

You've been on a social whirlwind and even though the weekend is ahead, things may slow down just a bit. It's not that you don't want to play; it's just that you are mulling over serious issues now and might not set aside the self-improvement you can now make. This is an opportunity to take a healthier path. The party will wait.

well, last nite was a crazy one. i ended up going to work and found out we had a bikini contest going on. so i decide what the hell, get drunk as fuck and have a good time right? well after like 4 yeager bombs, 2 min erasers, and 5 beers, i felt mighty mighty good. i think i got like 10 numbers, and invited to the beach with all the girls who got in the bikini contest + girls i work with... all i remember is i had a pair of ralph lauren boxers on and this girl lauren kept calling me her Hedo girlfriend... Haha, when i got home last nite, 4-5am? i don't remember anything that i did... i guess i took some pictures of me and here they are.

Current Mood: slight hangover but good to go

Things are ready to break open. You can feel the tension, but it's not negative energy. It's the tension of the strings on a well-tuned electric guitar, ready for the action of making rock and roll. And even though the stage is set and the crowds are arriving, it's still not quite show time. If you walk out on stage and begin your performance, everything you've worked for will dissipate before you get to be the star of the show.

wow, thats a weird horoscope today

tues nite i ended up going to a club called faze 2. it was pretty fun, chas and about 10 other people followed us up there. met a few really cute girls, got the #'s you know how i do it... haha. lauren ended up coming home with me and staying the nite. we didnt do anything :] hahaha. i ended up getting up around 1pm or so and left with matt to clearwater to do some work. after 3-4 hours of work out in the hot ass sun we came back to my apt. kristin came over and watched a movie with me. i thought she was going to stay over? who knows... must be that time of the month. and this is where i am now, nothing going on at 2:30 am. i guess that means i prob should be going to sleep. 2marrow moring julie is coming to pick me up in her new Mini Cooper and were gunna go surf some waves over at a spot she knows about in st. pete.. im anxious to see how "big" the waves are going to be on the wescoast side of fl. seems odd. haha. owell maybe ill just catch a darker tan. i'll post 2marrow cause i'm off to bed. goodnite, and thanks to the people who post to this!

oh yea, this is a shot of me kicking blares ass in BattleBall on AIM. HAHA

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: jayz - 99 problems

You'll do whatever you need to do now in order to get the new project, new job or whatever goal you've set for yourself. Of course, nothing comes without some effort. There is no free lunch for you at this time. But a little high-intensity focus can go a long way. This isn't so much about the laser beam as it is about staying on track. If you don't go wandering off, you have a good shot at the moon.

well last nite matt, daniel, danielle and i drank a shitload of beer at my apt until around 3.. everybody left, kristin came over and just started bitching for no reasons, or i dont remember cause i was drunk. so i tell her to leave and i ended up inviting this chick over that lives in clearwater which is a hour away. we drink more then she ended up leaving so i went to bed around 7am. matt woke me up today around 2pm and asked if i wanted to go to the beach so we did... we met these girls i knew out there, after that we went over to victoria and hopes house and sat in the hot tub for a while, drank some more beer. now its 3:30 am cant sleep so i'm posting.. tomarrow i need to get up cause i have alot of shit to do, like the beach again :D haha if anyone wants to go with us let me know.. .ight goodnite!

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: juvi - slow motion

k, im posting now cause i doubt ill be home later to do it. today was a pretty good day i guess, went to the mall got some new shirts at hollister then helped my boy get a new cell phone. things are just kind of weird lately, i don't know why... it's like i can tell something is up and is going to happen soon. hopefully good, but who knows i have shitty luck. well im gunna go eat dinner then head to work, ladies nite at club hedo, call me if anyone wants to be put on VIP/Guest list. Cyas!

whoa, what happend? i get off work a lil tipsy at 3:30 or so... i have the munchies so i stop at steak n shake, i walk in and see like 10 kids i know 1 i hate. of course the kid i dont like talks some shit saying he punched me at a party and some shit about my ex girl christina. he calls me out and says lets go outside bitch, im like alright one on one. i go outside he doesnt come, i go back in and then he comes out... he swung at me i ducked picked him up and slammed him on the ground i just started sticking him in the face until his boy pulls me off and i swung at him, hit him in the nose and he fell back.. the kid that pulled me off actually was a good friend.. sorry.. haha everyone one in steak n shake was up against the window watching... the kid gets off the ground with blood all over his face and keeps talking shit but backing up... he is 6'0 about 170 peurtorican... the people inside come out and say they called police. i hauled ass and that was the end... he ended up ggettin one shot on me in the ribs, other than that i have teeth marks on my knuckles and one scratch on my elbow... what a nite what a nite..

Current Mood: tired

My horoscope : An older friend or relative may cause some problems if you haven't left enough time to take care of his or her needs. Talk about your busy schedule and set the record straight.

i woke up around 1pm helped matt and his tree care service until around 4:30 and then had a interview at aeropostale, that went good, i have to call my boss tomarrow. other than that everythng went smooth so far today. i've been eating alot lately. i can tell i am getting fat... haha, time to cut back and exercise more.. wait? i never excersized before... well it's time to start. lol

Your Horoscope for May 11 , 2004
Your generosity may upset someone close to you. Be careful not to get involved with someone who has ulterior motives. Be honest with yourself about your personal life as well as your partnerships.

today was a akward day, i woke up at 4:30pm. i only stayed up til 1:30 last nite. when 8pm rolled around it felt like noon, but it was getting dark out. i went to the mall and got a new labret stud, ball, and a ring. all courtesy of my boy grant that works at the bead stand in the middle by the food court :D i've been doing alot of thinking about the future. like what i should do or whatnot. i'm kinda thinking torwards that cost guard maybe. sure i like my jobs i have now, but will they give me a future? i doubt it. and are my parents going to pay for me to go to college in aug? who knows? all i know is i'm almost 20 and i need to get headed in the right path. i'll post tomarrow cause it's pretty late and i need to be up early. ps. victoria, if you read this why do you have to get drunk and spill your confessions to me? you have a bf. therfore why try and work things out with me? not going to happen babe. Goodnite all'

yeah, thats me sexy ass.. damn.. nah jk... but yeah, i just wanted to come on and post now since i probably wont till tomarrow nite.. today was a fun day. i went to beercan island with my parents and josh came along too. its cool hanging out with a old buddy. funny bitch. i went over to chasitys today and smoked a blunt and then went to apple bees and met jason and andre up there. all and all it was a smooth day i guess. happy mothers day mom, i love you. thanks for everything you have done for me

last night was pretty good @ work down in ybor. haven't seen julie in a long ass time and finally met up with her again. jims party that we were supposed to go to was 15:1 guy/girl ratio. 99% cock. so f-that. other than that we are about to go out on the boat. if u have no idea who, "we" is... i'm talking about josh... here are some nice little pictures of him.. hahahaha




HAHAHA, who likes mickey mouse?